Lovers dance when they're feeling in love.

2012-01-28T05:56:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D ehehehe Amni here ;)
Lol who else right hahahahahah.
So school has been okay...... haha not really.
Sucks when you see someone you love so much,love someone else.
Sucks when he calls her beautiful.
I give you choice for who to be your next girlfriend okay?
1) Me. 2) Me. 3)Me. 4)Not her,still me. 5) Forever me.
Choose one. Either way me okay me HAHAHAHA kidding la.........
hahaha not really :P
The least you could do is apologise for leaving me.
Dont you see how much you mean to me?
I fucking miss you,you know that?
You dont know ah? you suck ah you :(
Fuck la cant believe I'm crying because you called her beautiful.
Sigh I'm sorry for being ugly then. I'm just gonna sit here and read our past conversations.
And smile to myself and wake up the next morning feeling better. Or maybe not hahahaha.
I'd probably wake up feeling like shit and crying all over again. hahahah im so funny.
Why am I even crying over someone who does not give a flying fuck about me?
Flying takde,walking pon jadi la pls.
hhahaha ok bye blog again later.

Y u no miss me one huh ah mirza mohtar?!?! :(

2012-01-17T09:36:00.001-08:00

Hello. It's been a long time since I updated. So hi how's everyone? My life just sucks like a bitch. Hais. I miss Mirza :'( But he doesnt miss me because he got someone else to look forward to everyday. I miss you. I dont move on because I'm scared I'll get too attached to another person. I'm already so attached to you. I cannot. bear to let anyone hurt me again. I cant. I'm so sorry. I'd rather hold on to a painful crush then move on and et into another painful relationship and get a painful ending. Hais....
So here's a list of things I miss about you.
1) I miss staring into your eyes and then smiling and get kissed.
2) I miss that scent of yours. Surprisingly,I like the smell of your sweat :p
3) I miss getting hugged. Hais the feeling is just heavenly.
4) I miss biting your bambam cheeks :3
5) I miss holding your hands.
6) I miss telling you lame things.
7) I miss your late night phone calls. And how we sang I Just Had Sex. hehh :B
8) I miss messing up your curly hair. Hehehhe <3
9) I miss being malumalukucing with you. HAHAHA why we so cute one nuanua :3
10) And lastly,I miss your face. I just miss kissing every part of your face.
Hais I just want you back. And never let you go. Never. We'll get married,have three kids and build a family together. A happy one. Okay that's too much thinking. Hahaha i love u tiramisu :-)

A little too late.

2012-01-13T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hais I can't wait for cny.
I can't wait to see you. That's all I want.
And a hug,to hold hands with you and just you back.
I want to able to call you everyday and tell you how my day went.
I WILL listen to your problems,everything. I won't leave you alone.
I WILL love you with all my heart. Hais wish everything would go back to what it was.
hais okbyee

I wont let you fall down.

2012-01-03T07:11:00.001-08:00

I am a girl. I am a girl who has a major crush on you. I am a girl who whatsapps you almost everyday. Obviously I will get emotional when you talk about her. You've known me for quite some time already. So I dont see any reason why you wouldnt know I'm disappointed and forever emotional. I am a girl,therefore I have a sense of selfishness in myself. I am sensitive. But sometimes,I put I try my best to put all those feelings aside just so you will be happy. Because I am happy when you are happy even if it means I have to forget about my feelings and forget that it actually hurts me to know someone better has moved in your life. I was a tomboy,no doubt or whatever you call it,boyish rough whatever. WAS. I guess love makes you change. I changed because of you. Yes,you. Well,I dont really regret changing. I wish I was your definition of beautiful and perfect. But oh no,never gonna happen aint it? Sigh I realize I am talking crap now. lol hye

2011-12-30T09:18:00.001-08:00

you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
you will never miss me. :'(
I miss you :"""(

Honest.

2011-12-30T09:11:00.000-08:00

I will always love you. I will always care.
Remember when you used to care about me? Yeah me neither.
Did you even love me or cared about me because I did you know.
I really did. But you never noticed.
Was it easy when we were over?
I wish you were deadly in love with me.
I wish you were mine. Still.
What did I ever do to you to make you leave.
It's okay,I dont mind having all your friends hating on me just because I cant move on.
I know it's been over a year but what are they gonna do if I just cant find another guy?
You will never know how I feel.
There's one thing I want for my birthday from you.
I want a hug and a kiss on my forehead. But no,I'm never gonna get that,I know.

2011-12-30T08:50:00.001-08:00

No matter what happens,I will always care for you.
I will always love you no matter how much your friends hate me.
Even if I have moved on,you will always hold a special place in my hert somehow.
Do you miss me? Because I miss your warm hugs,soft lips,tembam cheeks,curly hair,warm hands and everything about you.
I just hope you'll call me at midnight on my birthday sigh. And sing me a happy birthday song. You'll make me happy sia. I swear.
You know what I really want for my birthday? I want us again. I want to walk the world with you,as mushy as that sounds.
I dont fucking care how much your friends hate me. I love you YTF,okay?

I dont get it.

2011-12-28T07:20:00.001-08:00

Why are you guys not forgiving her? Fucking immature. All she tried to do was help you and this is what she gets in return. Oh I'm sorry I'm only 13 and I can't interfere in your business. OH GUESS WHAT YOU JUST RUINED HER LIFE. Shouldnt you be the one saying sorry? You stupid or goodu sia. She lost all of you,her dad's love and one more friend. How would you feel if you were in their situation sia. Fucked up right? Yeah I know I never met her before but yes I can feel that unlike all of you,she forgives. Can you do that? Oh you cant? Well then screw you. Friends dont do such things to each other.

Homemade recipes :B

2011-12-28T02:21:00.000-08:00

Okay this is for people who have cellulite.
Anyone can have cellulite,fat or skinny.
Okay so,with this recipe done,you still need exercise for permanent results that will last.
What you'll need : Egg yolk,coffee(those nescafe and black ones)
Why coffee? Google for yourself (: :P
Okay so after you've mixed both things,spread it on your problem areas.
Leave it on for half and hour and rinse off.
You'll see the effect but it wont last without exercise.
So yes,I've tried it and I still have cellulites because I dont exercise much these days.
But trust me,it works like magic (:
Ok enjoy trying and seeing the results :B

Fuck off.

2011-12-20T08:45:00.001-08:00

Hi. I'm currently fucking pissed off. People should mind their own bloody motherfucking business. Like bitch no one asked you to follow me on Twitter. It's my tweets,whether you bloody like it or not,I'm still gonna post it. Die sooner,it'll make my life happier and easier. Oh and since you like to shop so much,go to Ikea sometime and get yourself a fucking mirror. Stop judging,you arent perfect either way.

No longer your muse.

2011-12-18T09:14:00.000-08:00

Hi. So it's been a week plus since I've seen this boy.
Hahahah is it weird that my heart still races when we're going out as friends?
Lol honestly,I dont know. I dont know,I cant like you.
Just because of the simple fact that you're taken.
You're taken by this beautiful girl I shall not name here.
It hurts to know but yes that's the truth. The painful truth.
And all I just pray for is for both of us to be happy forever.
Together or not,I hope we'll always be friends.
And I'm sorry,I'm sorry for falling for the wrong person at the wrong time.
It's all my fucking fault.
Have you ever thought that maybe,just maybe,we could work it out somehow?
I'm guessing we wont be able to work anything out but the least we could do was try.
Try,try to make things better.
Well,I miss you. I miss everything. I miss us. I miss you.
Remember how you used to send me to school? Aw how cute were we.
You hugged me and you kissed my cheek. How innocent can love be sometimes.
Sharing coke. That's all I ask for. I want all that back.
Why distance why. Why must you do this to me.
How's life without me? Why do I keep thinking you're my other half when we're not meant to be.
This feeling sucks.
Why are you sad now? Isnt life good without me?
I know you're gonna be happy,and I'm gonna be a loner.
Well,whatever it is,you're making me worried by being sad.
I dont mind being sad but I cant stand seeing you sad.
Worse? People insulting you. I will fucking kill them. But will you do that for me?
No? Oh well,it's okay. I just care too much you see.
I'll just pray to God to show me the right path.
I dont know what happened to my life anymore since it was over.
I didnt even care. I changed from a damn tomboy to a girl and this is what I get.
I probably should've became a tomboy. Well,Allah is great.
Whatever it is,I'm trying to put my mind at ease.
Goodnight and I love you,forever and always.
muahmuah_xoxo

Excuse my crappy english.

2011-12-17T08:46:00.000-08:00

This is Amirah.
I tell her almost everything,like how i tell things to Nikky.
She's like a mother to me HAHHAHA.
Always cheering me up when I'm down.
She has been with me ever since I was with you. You're probably the reason how I got to know her.
I dont regret anything I did with you,in fact I should be thankful for having you in my life before.
Because without you,I wouldnt have met Amirah and Nikky.
Yes Allah,I'm thankful for meeting this two souls.
I dont know what else to say already,should go back to emo now. sigh.

"If she can love you longer than I can,then she's a keeper."

2011-12-16T05:59:00.000-08:00

Hehe haha huhu hoho. Hi.
I am a socially awkward penguin trying to fit in...
YOU JELLY STAY PUDDING!!
Hais i dont understand why she doesnt appreciate you when you're trying so hard for her..
I wish you were like that when we were together... YOU FUCKING LUCKY GIRL hais.
hahahaha i like rabiatul's status,someone terase HAHAHA.
hais i miss you. remember when you walked me to school and we malumalu all?
ALALALLALA SO TIUT :') ok bye i wanna sleep muamua xx :D

2011-12-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

Wow my camera quality erases flaws. HAHAHA what shit sia i not even this white or this flawless HAHAHA. So yes hi. I dont have time to blog this week. I promise I'll start my rantings soon.
So hi this week is errrr.. okay. Boring uh,I like weeks which has floorball trainings :>
Wanna be my chammak challo?!?! HAHAHA.
Hais,I miss my cousins. Hais I miss Mirza... krik krik krik ok tak perlu HAHA.
So I'm laughing like an ass because life is funny.
Life is funny because we chase the ones who doesnt even want us in their life.
Life's a fucking joke. Lol fuck bitches nothing's gonna make me forget you.
I love you i love you i love you chey hahahahaha.
I bet you hate me now right.... haha i dont care,i still love you and i still fucking care.
I'm not going to give up on you. I'm not going to do anything,just I wont give up.
Ya Allah english aku rabak gile can HAHA.
ok update later in a while (:

This is the friend.

2011-12-10T08:46:00.000-08:00

This is my bestfriend,Nikky.
She's more like a sister to me,eventhough we haven't met each other f2f yet.
I dont know what to say because my English isnt as good as hers.
May the both of us find true love one day.
Sigh I hope you find your true friends one day.
Visit her blog : www.soultoburnforyou.blogspot.com
hehe and nikky,AMNI LUP YOU HAHAHAHA :P

You make me wanna say I do do doooooo.

2011-12-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

So it's another day,another day without you.
Me sad you know?! :(
So we had casual lunch last Thursday..... It feels different to be around you now.
It's probably because you're already with someone else now.
I admired your face while you were eating,I don't know if you noticed but I felt like crying at that time.
To avoid awkwardness,I just whatsapp-ed people hah.
It's never gonna be the same again between us.. hais.
I miss you. I wish you'd text me "Good morning beautiful :) " one morning.
Hahah I'm forever wishing for that,you know?
It'll make my day a little brighter than most days.
I hope we cross each others' path one day and be together forever.
Sigh i will forever love you.
Ok bye xoxo amni_